So, the deal is..........I was supposed to have a spinal cord stimulator inserted in my spine. But because it might not work, they put the trial in to see if it does work and 2 days later they take it out and put the real deal in. I'm 80, and I've already been told by Cujo not to go under unless it's life or death. I thought well, this pain is pretty bad so I'll go for it. Then I thought about it...long and hard. Decided that the pain was really bad but it was better than coming out of it with half my memory gone or just not being able to get my shit together cause my brain wasn't working right.
So.................??? the thing is I'm not sure how much longer I'm going to be able to keep ydg going. I know unless there is something else happening here I can't do it 3 days a week. I will try doing it on Monday. If I have it in me? I'll do it on Friday. I loves ya and if I want to be able to do this as long as I can. But maybe less is better than done???
