AND THE OSCAR GOES TO..Monday

I'm going to try and make an apt.today to see about getting sedated to take the jockstrap test again. plus I need some of my meds changed. Plus I want to run the suggestions that you guys had about the masks and the amount of air being blown in my face.There has got to be a better way. I went to my granddaughters baby shower and she made out like a second story man. Holy shit..she got so much stuff. A video baby monitor, 2 car seats, a stroller, rocking chair and foot stool, a snuggle or something, all sorts of clothes, diaper bags, baby books, etc. At one point they brought out this huge box and some one said I wander what's in it and I said' a nanny'...It was a great baby shower, and they didn't play any stupid games either. But felt bad all day with ear ache, and was supposed to go to the Chili Cook Off at Wolf's but I passed..they even had a t-shirt for me to wear..it said 'step aside Barbie' in rhinestones on it..But the wind was blowing and I didn't think that would do my ear ache any good..so I stayed home and read and watched tv. Then I watched the Oscars, the Walking Dead and Rattlesnake Roundup about my snake handler friends. I'll let you all know what Dr. Cujo has to say..have a great Monday..just remember..it's just a day.

FRIDAYS CAN MAKE YOU OR BREAK YOU.

CrrrrrraaaaaaaP! I'm to pissed to swear. I went to the sleep clinic to wear the cpac or what ever it's called..Who knew I would be so claustrophobic that I can't tolerate the masks..Who in the hell thought up that great idea to slap a mask on your face that looks like a jock strap and then have it blow air into your face at Mach 3 wind speed???? A pox on him and a curse on his family. I couldn't do it..she put on the one that covers just your nose..holy shit, then the one that covers both mouth and nose, no fecking way, and then she stuck what looked like miniature nipples in my nose and that was just to fucked up to deal with. And I really want this to work. She gave me a list of body parts that are effected by sleep apnea..judas priest. all of your organs but mostly your heart and brain..arghghgh! So I'm making an apt with Dr. Cujo and have him give me something to make me calm enough that I can put it on without running screaming out of the building. Then maybe I will get used to it..but I seriously doubt it..That contraption just freaks the fuck out of me..and what really pisses me off is I was soo tired from Jackie's Kitchen I was falling asleep on my feet ..Ok, enough of me whining..I had a great time at Jackie's Kitchen. I made the best Jambalaya you ever ate and if any one wants the recipe I'll put the link on here when I do the post with the pictures..Everyone loved it and got so many compliments my head was very very big.

Ok..It's 1:30 and I need to go to sleep..but now I'm afraid to go to sleep..so may just stay awake till 12-21-12 when the world comes to an end. sleep..sleep..my kingdom for some damn sleep.