I'm a liberal pagan living in West, Texas. Yes. That West, Texas.

Monday, July 06, 2020

well, fuck y'all..have to put a unhappy check mark next to my fuckyou tumor

got phone call and there was a page 2? on my mri results ..seems my fuckyou tumor jumped from 1.7 cm to 2.5 cm..so neurosurgeon will call Monday to make apt with him for Tuesday. Nurse from Cujo's office said it was pass the parameter that was what they wanted to see ...so...I don't know what's going on..but will at least find out something Tuesday..I hope..My son says not to worry that I'm tougher than some ole tumor..anyhow..Monday I have lab works, Tuesday the brain doctor's apt, and Wednesday I have my first cataract surgery ..so will let you know what I know when I know it... might wanna give the goddess something shiny for me...love and kisses..jac

19 comments:

Debra She Who Seeks said...

I'm giving the Goddess the shiniest thing I can find! I hope everything turns out well, Jackiesue! I'm glad your family is there to help you with these appointments.

yellowdoggranny said...

oh yeah..both grands..I'd rather Thom go cause we'll just make each other laugh.

Ole Phat Stu said...

crossing my fingers for you...

Valerie said...

Lighting candles and sending white light your way

Leanna said...

I have some really sparkly crystals around my altar candles that I will light for you each day this coming week. They are the white candles that I make for special occasions like this. I hope the Goddess takes a fancy to what I ask of her for you. I'll pray hard for you, darlin.
Be well. ((((((((((((((((((((great big healing hugs for you))))))))))))))))))))

yellowdoggranny said...

thanks everyone..I'm sure it will be fine..if not ..man am I going to piss off a bunch of people..haha. you think I'm blunt and to the point now? boy howdy..I'm taking no prisoners..and will double down on the love I have for you all..js

Lin Barker said...

Am holding you in my thoughts

Lin

Jerri said...

Ah,maaaan. I hate page 2's. Got to say I'm with your son on this one, though. And sons know their moms.

You have some challenges coming up. Know you have an army of loving support with you though it all. I have hundreds of rainbows covering my walls every morning from the sun's energy shining through dozens of crystals. It's magical- and coming to you. Grab a handful and stash the rest for when you need it.

Glad you have "some distractions" to get you through the weekend. Sending positive vibes...and ((hugs))... Lots of them.❤️

yellowdoggranny said...

that's one thing about my crazy family.they will not let me succumb to self pity or depression..they will verbally slap the crap out of me..although the thought of self pity and depression makes me laugh..so I'm good ..I have only told my family and 2 girlfriends and you folks here on my blog.not up to putting it on facebook...I don't think I could handle all the oh I'm so sorry's..make me laugh..poke fun of me.. when I was talking to the nurse she asked me if I had any symptoms..I said like what? she said headaches....nope..memory loss ..nope..wait, what were we talking about again.? she laughed and said oh, you're going to be trouble aren't you?..I said I sincerely hope so...

Mary said...

A boy’s best friend is his mom and vice versa. Best to you.

squatlo said...

Want you to know I drop by here every day, or at least every OTHER day, to see what you've found and collected for us. Over the years I've felt a debt to you for gathered memes I routinely "borrow"...

I hope whatever you're dealing with is a passing thing, and it's in your rear view mirror very shortly.

Hang in there, ma'am!

yellowdoggranny said...

Mary, yeah..Thom and I had a good talk today and we both were laughing at each other...
thank You squanto..I check in on you too...I'm being positive..only way I know how.

Vivian Swift said...

Well shoot, that tumor picked the wrong brain to mess with. You know that me and the five cats will be piling up all our crystals and diamonds (I used to be a jeweler) for you, and sending you Goddess energy from the north shore of Long Island.

Bohemian said...

Something shiny is on the Altar for you, Healing Energies sent your way and I Hope all the results are Positive.

yellowdoggranny said...

vivian and Bohemian..thanks for the energy..shiny stuff always works..

Anne Johnson said...

will light a candle on the Shrine of the Mists. It rained yesterday, so I can have a flame out there again.

yellowdoggranny said...

thank you Anne..light up that back yard..hahah

pam nash said...

I'm sure the Goddess has many shiny things with your name on them now and I have added mine to the pile. Hope all went well - actually better than well!

yellowdoggranny said...

thanks pam...im sure it helps