I'm a pagan...I'm a liberal..I live in West, Texas..

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

.......ZOMBIE 1-------JACKIESUE 0.......

Well, got on computer this am to check email and nada..it's crashed..so the zombie won..never could figure out how to get rid of it..and it crashed my computer..I am almost near tears..except I am at the library using the computer and refuse to let Henrietta see me cry...cuss and scream yes, cry no..Plus it is the holidays and library will be closed till next monday...so this will be my last post..I can do this from the library but not sure I want to.It is such a pain in the ass. It is getting harder and harder to make do and have a semi-normal life with what I have to live on..I don't talk about this sort of thing,because it is so personal..not that I haven't shared everything in my entire life with you all, but money problems are things I don't discuss, but to be as honest as I know how..I just don't think I can keep on keeping on..The expense of having a phone and paying for internet is getting to be a luxury I can't afford..along with my Dallas Newspaper...ah fuck it..see ya...

12 comments:

Babs said...

Sorry JS. That bites hard.

Tom Harper said...

This really sucks. Hope you aren't really calling it quits.

Last year I spent about a month doing all my computer work at the library and internet cafes while our house was being remodeled. It's a pain, but it's doable, even if you do fewer posts. Hang in there.

Anonymous said...

it sounds like you need a teenager to download some free anti virus software. i didn't get to where i am today without a teenager to do my thinking.

:P fuzzbox said...

I hope you don't call it quits for good. I know all about money woes. I hope things take a turn for the better for you. Take care.

apositivepessimist said...

Aw no JS that does suck...but somehow I have the feeling "something" will come along to make it easier. No don't ask me what 'cause buggered if I know what, just that I think it will.

I know you won't get this before the day but Happy Thanksgiving Day to you :)

Carina said...

Awww, that sucks JS....a good friend of mine here is in financial doo doo right now and had to give up her internet connection. She goes to the library a couple of times a week too.
Money problems are the worst and so stressful, but at least keep posting from the library, you have such a big following here. If it will be of any help I can email you with some compter fixing/anti virus software stuff from my brother's house...he is my computer guru.
Hang in there honey and I hope you have a good Thanksgiving anyhow...drink just one Dr Pepper, you deserve it!

Allan said...

Nooo....don't! Have you tried any of those links I sent? Avast and AVG are good-
Holidays are coming- should be lots of older PCs needing new homes for pennies on the $. Avoid used laptops tho...
Best Luck!

Anonymous said...

I love you and remember all the hard stuff you've gotten through, this to shall pass and I'm going to call you right now cause I have an idea...yes I do get them once in a while.

Sue said...

((((hugs)))))

Ol' Lady said...

dam that sucks! sending good luck vibes to you

Lavender Dawn said...

i hate library internet too! i hope it all works out!

Galt-In-Da-Box said...

If you're on a fixed income or ssi or something, you can probably get into a "cooperative" apartment. They base your rent on your income, and it sounds like yours would be dirt cheap. They got to be in your phone book, hell: It's a federal deal, after all.