.......IN NEED OF ANGER MANAGMENT????.......

I am posting again, cause I am bored but mainly because I did something so stupid today that I had to share it with you..as I am not one of those weak sisters who is afraid to expose my stupidity to the masses...for when I do something really fucking stupid...well, it just makes me proud..
So, I am in town doing my 4th Wed. of the month, shopping, bill paying and general fucking around..as you know the town of West is split by the railroad tracks...the court house, judge, drs.office's, my bank, tiger shop, me..etc.are on one side and the main shopping area of West is on the other...so I am on the shopping side, just leaving Marty's and I see a train coming..now I am like a kid about trains. I like to wave to the engineer..sometimes they wave back..it's cool and I enjoy it...so I am in the truck heading the same direction as the train and I wave at the engineer....he waves back..then I notice that the engine is painted in red white and blue and says George Bush Presidential Library on it.... Oh fuck, I fucking lost it...drove down Main street beeping the horn, giving the finger and screaming obscenties at a man in a train who can't hear a word I'm saying, but is pretty sure I'm not happy about something..I actually ran a stop sign(thank God the cars were stopped for the train)and when I finally ran out of road and the train was nearly out of sight, I got out of truck and continued to scream at it as it disappeared in the direction of Dallas..fuckity fuck fuck fuck...After a few minutes I realized I must have looked like a total idiot and looked around and no one..not a soul would even look in my direction...it was like they took a silent head count and decided there weren't enough of them to control me if I was really off my rocker and needed to be subdued or maybe tazered...I looked up and at Nemecek's Meat market there were about 3 people that I know and they really know me...just standing there laughing their asses off...fuckers...when they saw that I had noticed them, they went back in side, back to beating their meat..
So I think I may have anger managment problems..whad'ya think?
I called David o.. and told him they were advertising the new movie about the old movie The Omen, and it was coming out on his birthday ...which is 6-6-6...and that I was not going to have anything to do with him a week prior to his birthday and a week after his birthday...his reply???"I don't give a fuck."...and you wonder how he became my best friend.
When I was at Food Mart getting my cheeseburger stuff and was taking to Adam M...I was just so proud of that kid...he is such a sweet kid...and so are the other kids that work there. Jeff who has been there forever..and isn't really a kid is my favorite..He is always wearing some heavy metal tshirt, and hair is either orange, purple or shaved....or all three..It is hard to be a heavy metal kid in a town of redneck's and preps...
Oh, speaking of David..he called me earlier and said that Tina his exgirlfriend is coming to Jessica's graduation and David's current girlfriend(not really a girlfriend, she is his fuck of the week) is going to..I wasn't going to go as it will be at football field and those benches are really hard on my back.but think I will go just to see what kind of shit I can get started with them...hu hu...I told David I couldn't remember his current fuck's name and that was a sign that I didn't like her...he said "good, cause you're not fucking her, Iam....." I guess he has a point...
ok, I have rambled on long enough...going to go finish my book...Babs said thanks to her I am on top of the blogs for today on Bogmad...told her that made me happy as I liked being on top..
fuckme till I(do you know how hard it is to keep coming up with weird, funny, stange, or relavent things here????hard..)
so fuckme till it's easy...