I'm a pagan...I'm a liberal..I live in West, Texas..

Thursday, September 20, 2007

I put away the second dish ....I took the second liter box out to the dumpster and threw it away..I put away all his little play mice and only bought enough cat food today for one..Don't know where he is...don't know what happened to him...but as of Sunday at 10am the littlest asshole is gone..no one has seen him since then...I have looked, asked,put up signs,interrogated neighbors, visitors and strangers on the street...my little buddy is gone...my fucking heart is broke...

21 comments:

High-Maintenance & Hostile Heidi said...

Oh, no! That's terrible! I'm so sorry!

Well, you never know, the little guy might come back. I'll say a little prayer to the Goddess.

I know it's always sad to lose a pet, but it sounded like you were having a difficult time with him so maybe this is a blessing in disguise.

Rainwolf said...

Damn that sucks. Sorry hon.

Cherlee's said...

Awwwww Hun I'm keeping my fingers cross for yah! I truly hope he wanders home soon. Sending many hugs your way to get you through until he arrives!

jan said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. You guys had an interesting chemistry full of a strange kind of affection.

A friend of mine had a kitten disappear for over six months. And one night he just walked in the door, went over to where his bowl had been and meowed.

the rube said...

that's terrible.

a little asshole when he's around but an angel when he's gone. i hope he's just went for a little adventure and decides to come home soon.

kayakdave said...

Please know my heart goes out to you.

Allan said...

Oh hell...I know that feeling all too well, the retiring of the dish brings tears to me eyes...wish I could give you a big hug right now.

yellowdog granny said...

HMHH;anyone that knows me knows im not happy unless im bitching..and i loved bitching about the asshole...and a blessing in disguisse is when your ex-mother-in-law calls you and tells you that your x-husband has died and he forgot to change his will and you will get everything...
not when your asshole cat dies..
rainwolf:thanks..it means a lot
cherlee:some people were moving out and at first we thought he had got locked in their house, but i checked it out and nope..then we thought he had got stolen by one of them..but they all swore up and down that they all had dogs and didnt want a cat..and didn't see him anyhow...(he was all over the place that day)...then i thought maybe he crawled in one of their cars and when they started up he panicked and jumped out...and got lost...I just don't know what happened to him..but i'm really sure he didn't just run off..
jan:yeah, rocky used to do that all the time..he was gone for months once and showed up all beat to hell and chewed up...so maybe..I can always hope...and do..
rube:I hope so...I really want him back..although annie is so glad he's gone she's throwing a party..
kayakdave:thanks so much for your kind thoughs...it really helps..
Allan:I would take the hug and give one right back...

BBC said...

Not happy unless you are bitching?

My, my, how is it that I can relate to that? LOL

As for the missing friend, may I offer you a replacement? I have more cats around here than I know what to do with.

All these pussy's and no pussy. Um, never mind. :-)

Anne Johnson said...

One of the litters of kittens I raised was found in the back of a Target truck when it was being unloaded on a loading dock. Asshole might have crawled into a truck for a snooze...

This is THE hardest way to lose a pet, because you don't have the closure of knowing what happened to him. But keep the faith. If he was a kitten of a certain age (and I am really only talking 12-14 weeks old) he may already be following the call of the wild.

byg, your lover! said...

Still nothing? I'm so sorry! Yet, and this sounds horribly callous, I think it's better if he just disappeared rather than finding him dead on the side of a road somewhere. At least that was the way I looked at it when one of mine took off without a word for a wild fling.

texlahoma said...

I'm sorry to hear that. Pets can sure leave an empty space in your life when they go.

Nit Wit said...

That sucks! I know you are missing him and I'll miss hearing about his exploits.
That said, I would, upon reflection be pretty worried. Imagine some day soon some police coming to your home and explaining that they were going to have to take you in or releasing a Weapon of Mass Distraction on the poor people of West, and questioning you on the origin of the Little Asshole Feline Frenzy, L.A.F.F. for short.
Then again maybe he was captured by the Government to be studied and duplicated. You know they are always looking for the ultimate Dooms Day Weapon. Poor Government researchers, I hope they didn't suffer too much.
Seriously, I hope he just decided to disappear for a bit as a new way to live up to his name. :)

Sling said...

Well that just sucks on so many levels.
I'm sorry you lost your buddy JS.

Josh said...

Sorry about that Jackie Sue... he may turn up yet.

Winston said...

I share your pain. Been there and done that. Still hurts.

yellowdog granny said...

bbc:I always thought that people that talked about sex all the time didn't get any..
Anne: there were people moving out and I keep thinking he was in their car..they started up and then he jumped out..maybe on the road outside apt or the high way..no way of knowing and they still say they never saw him...which i know is bullshit..he was all over that area trying to pick a fight with the lady's dog they were moving out..
bygyl:nope nothing and it's been a week today...annie is so happy he is gone she's fucking beside herself...she is more playful...more affectionate and more'here' then since i got him...she was pretty fed up with him...hmm, maybe she killed him and hid him in the back pasture?..
tex:he was so 'here' when he was here...he was everywhere..into everything...like a 2 year old with add...so he's being gone really is a void...
tex:you know with him...there is no telling where or what happened to him..if it had been annie i would have known someone took her..as she's so sweet and so very pretty..with asshole..there is just no telling..he could be out there having a hell of an adventure or driving some family as nuts as he did me..or ...well..who knows...
sling:thnaks my friend..every time I read one of these comments I start crying all over again...
winston:Hi...so good to hear from you again...yup..losing a pet is so painful...since I have been blogging I have lost 3 cats..this shit is getting old...ha..

Big Pissy said...

I'm so sorry.....that just sucks! :(

angel said...

oh nooooooo... my heart aches for you!!! i dunno what i'd do if one of my furry masters disappeared...
BIG hugs!!!

MountainLaurel said...

Granny,so sorry to hear about Asshole. I just heard. Keep the faith...we had a cat that disappeared for a year (we were all convinced he'd been hit by a car) and then came back demanding food.

Blue Momma said...

Oh, I'm so sorry about your kitty! I know how it feels to lose one. And it sucks to not know what happened.
~BIG HUGS~